sedona Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 I've started choosing one tarot card every night. Last night I got the Hanged Man. My interpretation is that in order to get what I want, then I have to do the exact opposite of what I think is right. Also that I need to let go of my emotional baggage. Ok, so what do I know is right? I go back and forth and back again. And just how do I let go of my emotional baggage? I am so tired all the time, and can't concentrate at work, I snap at my kids. How do I become the person I want to become? How do I live with this waiting? And how come everyone else around me seems to be living their lives while I stagnate and wallow in the my own thoughts?
Author sedona Posted February 28, 2008 Author Posted February 28, 2008 BF and I are on a NC break. Everyday I make plans to get in touch with him, but I haven't done it. Yet. I really want him to call me first.
eagle5 Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 The hanged man represents a time of contemplation like a trial where an answer will come in the end!!! Interesting card to pick while in nc. I would keep nc going if you can though.
sedgwick Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 Tarot cards aside, I'm going to ask the question I've asked of a lot of people on here: what is the one thing you do solely for yourself (not your kids!) on a day-to-day basis? What is your driving passion in life (besides your partner or your kids?) What makes you feel fulfilled as a human being, and are you making room in your life to fully pursue that thing?
Author sedona Posted February 28, 2008 Author Posted February 28, 2008 Tarot cards aside, I'm going to ask the question I've asked of a lot of people on here: what is the one thing you do solely for yourself (not your kids!) on a day-to-day basis? What is your driving passion in life (besides your partner or your kids?) What makes you feel fulfilled as a human being, and are you making room in your life to fully pursue that thing? Right now I don't feel passionate about anything anymore! Too tired. No, not an attractive trait in a partner and no, I'm not always like this. So I'll stick to NC today. Almost called him, but then I thought about what good it could possibly do. Couldn't come up with much, as I doubt he'll profess his undying love for me. The temporary fix of speaking to him wears off pretty quickly. And the Hanging Man helped too. So one more day managed.
sally4sara Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 I played around with tarot cards when I was 19. It lead to a lot of treading water pointlessly. I've had a handful of friends get caught up with the tarot cards; going out tonight? consult the cards! First date? consult the cards! Job interview? consult the cards! etc. Be careful you are not planning your life with something so steeped in empty ritual and vague definitions. Pretty soon you won't have an original thought left; just vague definitions you interpret into what you want to believe. Focus on why you are having the conflict to begin with. Think about what change you need to happen, what change your partner needs to happen and try to figure out if both of these things can happen or not. I read your post and I can't even tell what your problem is. Just that you're toying with cards to find some resolve.
dfreeman Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 but, it sounds to me like your ex has a small penis and your next bf will be HUGE!
CaliGuy Posted February 28, 2008 Posted February 28, 2008 No offense, but tarot cards are completely silly. Throw dice. Choose randomly. They work about as well as tarot cards do...
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