brokenthinker Posted February 23, 2008 Posted February 23, 2008 (edited) after almost 6 mos NC I broke the silence to see what is going on, to see what is being done about divorce or reconciliation. This is what she emailed me. I have a hard time accepting it... i mean I don't think I can truly believe she is sorry. But the truth of the matter apparently the grass was greener on the other side for her. Oh well I guess I should just take it for what it is. Dear BROKENTHINKER, It truly was a relief that you sent me this email. For the longest time I have lived with guilt for what I did to you. I know it was the wrong way to escape and have been wanting to beg for your apology for a while now. A great burden has been lifted from my shoulders. Though I don't want things to go back to the way they were, I am so glad you've forgiven me and I must say I forgave you a long time ago also. Its the forgetting part that pushed me away. As much as it pains me to go through this divorce and harm you even more I am happy where I am. What I said about never loving you was wrong of me and I'm sorry I lied. I did love you in that way once and I always will care about you one way or another. I don't have much to say besides that. It took me a week to think of that much. If you can find it in your heart to be my friend once more I would welcome it. If it hurts too much though I would understand. With Love, XXXXXX Edited February 23, 2008 by brokenthinker
Chrome Barracuda Posted February 23, 2008 Posted February 23, 2008 after almost 6 mos NC I broke the silence to see what is going on, to see what is being done about divorce or reconciliation. This is what she emailed me. I have a hard time accepting it... i mean I don't think I can truly believe she is sorry. But the truth of the matter apparently the grass was greener on the other side for her. Oh well I guess I should just take it for what it is. Dear BROKENTHINKER, It truly was a relief that you sent me this email. For the longest time I have lived with guilt for what I did to you. I know it was the wrong way to escape and have been wanting to beg for your apology for a while now. A great burden has been lifted from my shoulders. Though I don't want things to go back to the way they were, I am so glad you've forgiven me and I must say I forgave you a long time ago also. Its the forgetting part that pushed me away. As much as it pains me to go through this divorce and harm you even more I am happy where I am. What I said about never loving you was wrong of me and I'm sorry I lied. I did love you in that way once and I always will care about you one way or another. I don't have much to say besides that. It took me a week to think of that much. If you can find it in your heart to be my friend once more I would welcome it. If it hurts too much though I would understand. With Love, XXXXXX Good and since she understands stay NC w her. She doesnt deserve your friendship. Why are you even contacting her?
the_dean Posted February 24, 2008 Posted February 24, 2008 This is just my 2 cents but I would concentrate on someone else. This is basically rejection. The best thing to do when rejected is utilize your energy, friendship, etc. on someone else. Do not waste your energy on someone else that does not have feelings for you in the way you would like. Wish them the best of luck and get on with your life and dont waste time thinking about this person. Dean
Confused9 Posted February 27, 2008 Posted February 27, 2008 Wow brokenthinker, I am so sorry. I don't even know what to say. I guess it's good that you heard from her and got the answers/apology you wanted. Did it make you feel even a little better?
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