Els Posted February 16, 2008 Posted February 16, 2008 My bf of a year left my apartment for the last time today. I will see him again at the airport in a week's time. With his entire family. And then most likely not again til November, when it's summer in the southern hemisphere. I was coping pretty fine, but then I suddenly felt... empty. I realized how there would be no more of all the things that I missed about him. All the things we used to do. I'm alternating now between managing to distract myself sufficiently, and bursting into tears all of a sudden. One would think I'd gotten used to it, after the one-week-a-month visit routine (we were semi-ldr for the past few months). What do I do? The exam that I have on Monday isn't helping.
Replicant Posted February 16, 2008 Posted February 16, 2008 My bf of a year left my apartment for the last time today. I will see him again at the airport in a week's time. With his entire family. And then most likely not again til November, when it's summer in the southern hemisphere. I was coping pretty fine, but then I suddenly felt... empty. I realized how there would be no more of all the things that I missed about him. All the things we used to do. I'm alternating now between managing to distract myself sufficiently, and bursting into tears all of a sudden. One would think I'd gotten used to it, after the one-week-a-month visit routine (we were semi-ldr for the past few months). What do I do? The exam that I have on Monday isn't helping. The results of how you do on that exam will likely have a high percentage of effect on your future, compared to the percentage of successful LDR's.
Lizzie60 Posted February 16, 2008 Posted February 16, 2008 The results of how you do on that exam will likely have a high percentage of effect on your future, compared to the percentage of successful LDR's. Well said.. I agree.. think of YOU first.. your future, your goals. Good luck on Monday!
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