cicada Posted February 15, 2008 Posted February 15, 2008 continued from my first thread .. "seperated and so scared." As I said , Valentines day was really rough . today also , after seeing everything i saw today with couples and such .. i asked my husband if this is what he really wanted.. even though he did agree to seperation i told him if he thought there was any way at all to fix this and he said no. so definitly feel like the end is coming . i dont know what came over me , maybe my youngest child crying afterschool got to me , maybe all the happy couples today got to me. but once he said that to me I remember why seperation was a good idea in the first place. i was like kinda hoping for some hope i guess, something that showed he cared especially today but nope that was pointless. not hope that our marriage could be saved but hope that he would show that he cared as much as i did about the loss. it was a wake up call to me i guess . It hurts terribly .
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