bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 i was on bus and blonde girl with nice boobs walked on i was at the back and she sat the seat on the other side on the same last row. while she was walking down i looked at her boobs a couple of times. she looked at me then as far as i remember. i did not look back. a few times again i looked over at her and a few times i am sure she looked over at me, i could see with my peripheral vision. she was checkign her mobile and a while later asked me do i have the time. i said i am sorry my battery run out. when i got off bus i began to realise she was interested in me. she was proud of her beautiful boobs and liked the fact that i liked them and perhaps would have liked them being played with. she had no idea about who i am or what social status i am and i am not very hadnsome. she was just a rare woman who didnt care and was beautiful on the inside. i either didn't realise or chose not to due to my nervousness. i am in a state of extreme guilt because i feel like i denied her what she deserved. in retrospect her phone appeared to have the time on it. so when she asked the time she was just making conversation. now i will proablby never see her again and i am very guilty. she was a very innocent looking wide-eyed blonde girl and she liked me but i refused her the affection she wanted. she is teh only beautiful girl in my whoel lfie who liked me for no particular reason, and i will never see her again and she was deprived of something which she deserved and had to feel undeserved frustration for a little while at least. there wil be no one like her probably ever again.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 Come to Los Angeles - you'll get over that. :bunny: God's not that cruel to only give you one buxom blonde in your whole life. Just make sure you got the kahones to ravage the next one.
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 Come to Los Angeles - you'll get over that. :bunny: God's not that cruel to only give you one buxom blonde in your whole life. Just make sure you got the kahones to ravage the next one. no u dont understand i was doing absolutely nothing but sitting there and she liked me for no reason whatsoever. this has never hapened before and probably wont ever happen.
oh_what_am_I_doing Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 I hate to break it to you, but I think you're abusing the word "guilty" So you said, "i am in a state of extreme guilt because i feel like i denied her what she deserved." Um... it sounds more like you denied yourself something that you would have liked to have. And second, I don't quite consider her glancing at you on a bus "liking" you. She may have been a prostitute for all you know. Sorry, I hope I am not coming across as mean because I hate that, but I just wanted to let you know straight up as I see it.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 I do understand... you're not the only one who has experiences like this! I had to learn this lesson being on this board...be open to people who have had the experiences you are having because they can see past the immediate emotional effect. That immediate effect is like blinders. Now shut the hell up, cuz I'm tellin ya if you were in Los Angeles and got on the bus you'd get at least one hot bitch eyein you up every day.
Art_Critic Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 (edited) no u dont understand i was doing absolutely nothing but sitting there and she liked me for no reason whatsoever. this has never hapened before and probably wont ever happen. Maybe she was pledging a frat.... Unless you speak to a woman that makes conversation with you then it is anybody's guess to what she actually wanted with you... Now.. what is it exactly that you denied her from.. what did she deserve ? Looks to me that you need to start riding the bus more often Edited February 12, 2008 by Art_Critic spelling
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 I do understand... you're not the only one who has experiences like this! I had to learn this lesson being on this board...be open to people who have had the experiences you are having because they can see past the immediate emotional effect. That immediate effect is like blinders.u have felt guilty for this before? Now shut the hell up, cuz I'm tellin ya if you were in Los Angeles and got on the bus you'd get at least one hot bitch eyein you up every day.how do u know? and this woman wasnt a bitch. I hate to break it to you, but I think you're abusing the word "guilty" So you said, "i am in a state of extreme guilt because i feel like i denied her what she deserved." Um... it sounds more like you denied yourself something that you would have liked to have. no not really like that at all. no im not abusing the word guilty the feeling is exact guilt. especialyl due to my memory of the puppy-dog eyes she had. rejection and frustration feels very bad and in this case she didnt deserve it she saw i was aroused by her body and wanted her breasts to be played with she wanted attention made to her breasts and i denied her this attention. i have walked up and endured cold and often mean and nasty rejection at the hands of women who were obviously much less deserving and then when a good woman like this comes along i am an ******* and don't put in any of that effort to a woman who is acutalyl worthy. i should be punished for this. And second, I don't quite consider her glancing at you on a bus "liking" you. She may have been a prostitute for all you know. she wasnt dressed or acted liek a prostittue and seemed to be shy. Sorry, I hope I am not coming across as mean because I hate that, but I
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 ok well you can play yourself all you want and argue stupid points...i'm done here...i'm sorry you didn't get to play with puppy dog eye's magnificent breasts...
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 ok well you can play yourself all you want and argue stupid points...i'm done here...i'm sorry you didn't get to play with puppy dog eye's magnificent breasts... omfg u just twisted my post completely around.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 All you're talking about is breasts breasts breasts...So what if you're feeling guilty about not playing with them...I guarantee you if she's a blonde with big boobs and puppy dog eyes who wanted her breasts played with, she GOT them played with... It's not guilt you're feeling on her behalf, so stop fooling yourself. You're just a horny, lonely, selfish guy who saw a chance slip away. And I'm not even sure it was a chance. That's why they call all those unrequited lewd thoughts in your head "FANTASIES." I can't believe I'm being so mean, but you need it. And by the way, how do you know if she was a bitch or not? Puppy dog eyes do not a good soul make!!
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 All you're talking about is breasts breasts breasts...So what if you're feeling guilty about not playing with them...I guarantee you if she's a blonde with big boobs and puppy dog eyes who wanted her breasts played with, she GOT them played with... It's not guilt you're feeling on her behalf, so stop fooling yourself. You're just a horny, lonely, selfish guy who saw a chance slip away. And I'm not even sure it was a chance. That's why they call all those unrequited lewd thoughts in your head "FANTASIES." I can't believe I'm being so mean, but you need it. And by the way, how do you know if she was a bitch or not? Puppy dog eyes do not a good soul make!! ok but if shes not differnet then why in all my 20 years has this never happened before. i know like you must the feelign of frustration and she looekd very nice and i just felt bad about myself for admiring and hence kindof leading her on an d then doing nothing, that was a selfish act but what was selfish abotu feelign guilty about it.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 Why has it never happened before? BECAUSE YOU'RE 20. You little baby, just live a little...
oh_what_am_I_doing Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 Ok, I think I see what you're saying. You have gone through the torment of rejection, and you don't like the fact that you think you've made the big-breasted bus rider feel the same way. Well don't be too hard on yourself. I'm sure she only felt rejected momentarily; her twins probably got her some attention a little on down the road. BTW, you mentioned that she's "beautiful on the inside" ... you couldn't possibly know what she's like on the inside by seeing her on a bus. That would take real, live conversation. I'm beginning to wonder if this post is even for real...
LOVE DAISIES Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 BD-X....maybe the girl in question thought you were a pervert gawking at her boobs.I know I would. And what makes you think she wanted them PLAYED with??? Maybe you have been watching too many cheap B rated porns.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 And don't be so damn holy about this whole thing. There are plenty of ugly people who need their breasts played with but I bet you wouldn't feel any guilt about not doing that, would you? Why do only beautiful people deserve to be relieved of sexual frustration? By YOU, of all people? Your new superhero name: Save-Only-The-Beautiful-Breasts-Man You little baby...
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 This post is the stupidest post, so by law it has to be the most popular... UP :cool::cool:
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 And don't be so damn holy about this whole thing. There are plenty of ugly people who need their breasts played with but I bet you wouldn't feel any guilt about not doing that, would you? Why do only beautiful people deserve to be relieved of sexual frustration? By YOU, of all people? Your new superhero name: Save-Only-The-Beautiful-Breasts-Man You little baby... what i just said in my previous post i had admired them first of all and hence entered into a contract and anywya she wasnt very pretty when did i write she was pretty? but yes being atractive has something to do wiht it since she had a lot of choice but was still interested in me.
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 BD-X....maybe the girl in question thought you were a pervert gawking at her boobs. why was she so nice anad interested to me then?
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 this post is a joke. This is like some retard at the boarding house just hitting random keys.
oh_what_am_I_doing Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 what i just said in my previous post i had admired them first of all and hence entered into a contract and anywya she wasnt very pretty when did i write she was pretty? but yes being atractive has something to do wiht it since she had a lot of choice but was still interested in me. Entered into a contract?!?!?! You've got to be kidding me. She's a girl with big boobs, not an apartment leasing office.
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 Ok, I think I see what you're saying. You have gone through the torment of rejection, and you don't like the fact that you think you've made the big-breasted bus rider feel the same way. Well don't be too hard on yourself. I'm sure she only felt rejected momentarily; her twins probably got her some attention a little on down the road. BTW, you mentioned that she's "beautiful on the inside" ... you couldn't possibly know what she's like on the inside by seeing her on a bus. That would take real, live conversation. I'm beginning to wonder if this post is even for real... yes i could since she was one of the few women who didnt knwo anythign about my status or popularity or social standing and yet she liked me whcih is rare.
LOVE DAISIES Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 why was she so nice anad interested to me then? She smiled and asked you the time...she didn't offer you a lap dance!!!! <Note to self> Never wear any cleavage showing tops in public again or smile and ask for the time.
Haohmaru Posted February 12, 2008 Posted February 12, 2008 BD-X is going to procreate one day. This frightens me.
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 Entered into a contract?!?!?! You've got to be kidding me. She's a girl with big boobs, not an apartment leasing office. if i show i am atracted that is one step of the way of leading someone on so i have entered into a contract if i didnt want ti i shouldnt have communicatied to her. wtf is goign on btw, im listening to trance music and i look to my right and that bunny smiley is dancing up and down exactly in tune to the beat it is freaking me out what the ****.
Author bd-x Posted February 12, 2008 Author Posted February 12, 2008 She smiled and asked you the time...she didn't offer you a lap dance!!!! <Note to self> Never wear any cleavage showing tops in public again or smile and ask for the time. yeah but she already knew the time, it was on the lcd screen of the back of her mobile. also her cleavage was not showign
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