Im truly sorry.

[adorablebabiii]

Me and my girlfriend met a year ago on yahoo. We were the best of friends first and then got together. Our relationship was PERFECT. No problems! Pure Love. Well, there was things that i didnt tell her at the time about myself. (nothing life threating or anything) just my birth name. I wanted to tell her when we were face to face. Well she decided to come see me. When she got here, she found out what i had been wanting to tell her all along. So she then looked at me as if i was lying to her. She became to become real distant and not really opening up to me anymore. I was pleading with her... telling her i was sorry, writting long emails etc.. explaining everything. She told me that her heart wanted to be with me but her mind at this moment would let her because she was having major trust issues. She also said that she would get over it but she needed time. So all communication between us stopped pretty much. We went from on the phone everyday ALL day.. or texting everyday all day to NOTHING. If i texted her "i love you" she would text "i love you too" and that would be that. I asked her questions like "do you think we would ever be together again" and she said "yes" i asked her "do you think in your heart you can trust me again" she said "yeah i do think so" i also asked if she had forgiven me and she said she did. I also asked how could i begin to prove/make this up to you and show you that i didnt mean for it to go down like this, and she stated to me that it wasnt up to me, it was up to her at this point. I am so confused on what to do?!? Or how to think. I know i did this to myself because i kept secrets and i regret it ALL. She confuses me soo much. When i ask her for closure or give her time and space, she gets quiet as if thats not what she wants, but she cant help it. She has even said things to me like .. "if i go out and have sex with somebody else, i will feel like im cheating on you" but yet we dont communicate.. IM SOOOOO CONFUSED!!!! Somebody please help me. Is there a possiblity i can get her back????

[Belkin]

So she left you because you hid your birthname from her? What's so terrible about your name that it could push her away? Are you actually her cousin or something?