taylor3205 Posted February 4, 2008 Posted February 4, 2008 My ex and I was all set to get married 3 months ago. We split up 2.5 month ago. He is 26 and I am 30. He started seeing someone else and it tore me apart, they were 19. He then told me he wasnt seeing them anymore cos he was still messed up over 'us' and that they were too young. This was two weeks ago. He is now seeing a 17 year old who is still at school. It is absolutely tearing me apart, I just feel totally numb. The sooner I get over him the better. It is eating away at me and Im trying so hard to get over it but I just cant. Im sick of feeling the way I do. I just want to put him out of my mind and get on with life. We were together nearly 9 years. I have been through so much pain since we split, I even considered suicide I felt that low and depressed. Im now on anti depressants. I am sick of this hold he has over me. I think hearing about this latest development will help me in the long run because all I feel now is resentment and anger, yet this is also unhealthy. I just wish I felt nothing and was indifferent.
onmyownagain Posted February 4, 2008 Posted February 4, 2008 Hi, At least this all happened before the marriage. Now you need to just not listen to what he is up to and go into strict NC. This is the only way to move on for you. Good luck.
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