Bad day

[Aboohoo]

Hi im having a bad day today, ive been coping reasonably well since my bf broke up with me 3 weeks ago but today has hit me hard. Just seen new photos of him (thanks facebook!) and its hard to seeing him enjoying himself without me, im really missing him today, even though he's treated me really badly (he left me for his internet girlfriend) i really miss my bestfriend. Ive been no contact for a week today and im so proud of myself. Im having to see him in a couple of weeks to get my stuff back and im feeling mixed emotions, i feel it may put me back to square one but another side feels like it will be some sort of closesure for me. Even though he doesnt love me anymore and he's moved on im still hoping that he wants to be my friend, surely he might be missing me (just a tiny bit), i dont think its possible to spend 3 years with someone and then feel nothing. He said he wanted to stay as my best friend but has made no effort! I think that was another lie! I get angry at myself for still caring, thinking of him, analyzing everthing... and he hasnt given me a second thought... hes moved on, why cant i? Am i going about this the right way?

 

Thanks - i needed to get that off my chest xxx

[Aboohoo]

Oh yes i also get angry at the fact i had to move out my home, move across the country, leave my great job and start all over again (still job hunting) and he has had to change NOTHING!

 

Cant wait for something else to tell away my focus on him!

[Blue Eyed Brain]

You are already moving on.... you are probably better today than you were a week or so ago. Time heals all wounds and yours is healing on its own.

 

Give it some more time and you will think less and less of him.

 

Today is beautiful in my area. Go out to a park and go for a walk.... enjoy the time you have with you or your dog or a buddy.

 

Stay active!