broken_hearted01 Posted February 2, 2008 Posted February 2, 2008 I'm following the voice inside my heart and Its confused:confused:. I want to break up with him because he has caused me so much damage and sickness. In fact I can't describe the sick feeling I'm feeling at this momment:sick:. But he also brings me joy and laughter something I don't get often:laugh:. We've been together for almost two years and we've had our up and downs. More downs than up:mad:. But it seems that everytime I get to do it the good days wants to remain in my head and leaves me wishing they were still here:rolleyes:. His cheating ways landed him the number one spot on the "baby mama drama" list and I have absoultely no time for that type of drama or any type of drama for that matter:mad:. I hate coming in second to anyone when it comes down to a monogamous relationship, including their mother. I can understand being equal to their mother but never second:cool:. Now it seems like all he has time for is his daughter and never me at all. I know this sounds selfish but I can't find a way to sugar coat it. I never even met the baby and its not like I want to because I had quite a few bad words with the mother and for her to know that I met her daughter she would probably try and attempt to do something thats gonna place me in jail for the rest of my life. And I have no time for fighting over him or anything else involving him. I must say that my time is pressed, I'm preparing to start college and beginning to reach my goals. He's holding me back but I love him and want to be with him even though he has did some pretty bad damage. I believe in making things work. But if I ever want tor each my goals I have to let him go. Am I making the right decision, for him and for me? Should I continue to break up with him?
Knights Posted February 2, 2008 Posted February 2, 2008 If he is cheating on you i'd say break up with him but thats just me as i used to be that person and no matter how many times they may say they'll change if you keep accepting it they'll keep doing it. As for the child situation i'm not sure, i mean if he's any type of man he'll always put his child first though i'm not speaking from experiance on that as i dont have children. Sorry i haven't been able to offer any better advice.
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