Star Gazer Posted January 29, 2008 Posted January 29, 2008 You CANNOT freak out over MySpace. Trust me on this one. It's caused issues between BF and I as well because I look for issues where there are none. I've finally stopped looking at his page...
Author fray718 Posted January 29, 2008 Author Posted January 29, 2008 You CANNOT freak out over MySpace. Trust me on this one. It's caused issues between BF and I as well because I look for issues where there are none. I've finally stopped looking at his page... Yea I know I'm totally emotionally messed up right now. I can't help but freak out. I'm just telling myself rite now that only time and patience will tell whether he will trust me again and commit to me again.
Author fray718 Posted January 29, 2008 Author Posted January 29, 2008 OH GOD! You know what I think I might have a mild case of commitment phobia. From beginning till end with him, I'm always insecure and anxious and part of me always hoped he'd doing something that will give me permission to dump him so that I can find relief from all this r/s hoopla. When I broke up with him, I was very very sad, yet also verrryyyy relieved. The relief felt great! Now that I'm back with him, I'm super anxious again. OMG! (For those of you who don't know, this is the second time I broke up with him for no good reason except the first time occurred on our third date when we were not officially together yet -- he begged for me back and we got back together within an hour) But honestly, and I mean this, he is worth my fighting my crazy phobia. He is worth all this anxiety and craziness. It's hard, every moment for the past 2 months I'd get constant thoughts of leaving the r/s...but at the same time, I really want to just be with him.
Author fray718 Posted January 29, 2008 Author Posted January 29, 2008 Just hang in there everything is going to be ok. A man of few words haha. Thanks!
Star Gazer Posted January 30, 2008 Posted January 30, 2008 OH GOD! You know what I think I might have a mild case of commitment phobia. From beginning till end with him, I'm always insecure and anxious and part of me always hoped he'd doing something that will give me permission to dump him so that I can find relief from all this r/s hoopla. When I broke up with him, I was very very sad, yet also verrryyyy relieved. The relief felt great! Now that I'm back with him, I'm super anxious again. OMG! (For those of you who don't know, this is the second time I broke up with him for no good reason except the first time occurred on our third date when we were not officially together yet -- he begged for me back and we got back together within an hour) But honestly, and I mean this, he is worth my fighting my crazy phobia. He is worth all this anxiety and craziness. It's hard, every moment for the past 2 months I'd get constant thoughts of leaving the r/s...but at the same time, I really want to just be with him. I have no words... Just letters. T-H-E-R-A-P-Y.
Author fray718 Posted January 30, 2008 Author Posted January 30, 2008 I have no words... Just letters. T-H-E-R-A-P-Y. Yea I'm going crazy. I think I need a break from LS for a few days n look for a therapist.
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