Lucky555 Posted January 23, 2008 Posted January 23, 2008 So, I contacted him. basically we had a short conversation and that was it. I then went on to say that our friendship will be ruined if he never says hi. Basically I know i can't be friends with him, call it bruised ego or whatever. But after this its help me to know that he knows where he stands now. Hes a friend but i say this as to not hurt his feelings. It was a plain simple conversation. I did enjoy part of our conversation but he could have saved it for a guy. I felt as though he didn't really know me after all, I may have been his rebound. If he felt deeply for me he would not had let me go the first time. Now i am just alone with my thoughts of how this went over smoothly. Of how I let him know that there is just him and I no we. He sent me a message saying hi. He definitely had maturity issues because hes trying to be sarcastic and thats not how you treat someone you want to go out with or want to be with. You don't even treat your best friend like this. But I sent a reply laughing it off.but really i would have rather not heard from him to make things easier. Well i am coping and have found a slight closure. I was always afraid of offending him for fear he would leave. And now i don't know why i just didn't be myself. For whatever reason he never made me feel secure and I have to let go. Maybe in time we could be friends again, for now its not possible but i have not told him this. I rather have him move on to another girl if i am not the one. It saves me from wasting my time and heartache. Hey i gave it a go and had a broken heart. Its healing though and i am happier. For now working on myself. Today i recently went to the gym and was scoping out the guys and just have a blast. I get home and i think these thoughts, its one step at a time.
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