Matthew2106 Posted January 21, 2008 Posted January 21, 2008 (edited) Well, I guess I'll start from the beginning. February 26th 2006, I got with my ex. We had our troubles, like all other relationships... but we loved eachother and fought through them. 20 months passed, and she left me for a guy she had a crush on. This period was extremely hard for me, and was full of arguments. Never the less, a short period of 3 weeks after she'd done this, She rang me crying explaining she's broken up with this guy, because she made a huge mistake throwing me away. I gave her a chance, I haven't yet gotten with her over the months we've been single, and I'll explain this in a second. I was there for her on the phone, because I do love her. And it broke my heart hearing her that way, no matter what I'd been put through. Anyway... 3 weeks ago during so called "single time" she had this thing with some guy, where she got in an internet relationship without telling anyone, and kept it a huge secret. No one knew. I found out eventually... and as soon as I did, she broke it off with him, and pushed him away to work it out with me. She didn't consider him serious... and explains that when I asked why she did that, after telling me we wouldn't be together until we were 100% sure. I know she sounds horrible, but I love her. And I can't stop just like that... She hasn't been silly since, But tonight I'm especially anxious. She's meeting a guy that she's been speaking to for a DAY, who's actually inredibally nice, articulate and decent looking. He likes the stuff she does... and dislikes the same. I stress she's taking a 45 minute bus to meet this guy at 7:30pm after a day at college, after just a day. He likes her too... he keeps explaining she should go sleep at his? After a day? And how she "becomes more endearing with each message, and wants to cook her anything she desires". -_- I don't know what to think. I'm scared, and she's promised me nothing will happen. But it's so unlike her, I was at hers just this past weekend, and it was great. I don't know what to do with myself right now. Should I be worried? Maybe I'm just jealous. She says she loves me, and has promised me. But she did that before, I really want this to work out. But my mind's neither here nor there. Edited January 21, 2008 by Matthew2106
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