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[ilovesnoopy]

Help! I have been seeing my boss for 5 years. He has been separated from his spouse, who moved away, for over 2 years. Obviously, there was trouble in the marriage. He won't finalize his divorce because "he says" his grown children will not accept him if he does. He tells me that he loves me and doesn't want to lose me, but he won't commit to be any form which is making me very insecure and sad. We spend every evening together and every weekend. The problem is that I love this man more than I have ever loved anyone. He is absolutely awesome...except this one important detail! He tells me he doesn't know what to do...but its been 2 years! I can't leave my job because of contract issues, etc, so if I do break it off with him (which I don't want to, but feel my self-esteems is suffering beyond repair) I still will have to see and work with him daily. I know I will miss him terribly if I break it off (which I have tried to in the past, but neither of us can stay away for more than 2 days), but I am miserable with the uncertainty of our future...which he does not promise. By the way, I am attractive and out-going...finding other people to date would not be a problem. I just don't fall in love easily and am afraid I will not feel this way about anyone else again.

Edited January 17, 2008 by ilovesnoopy
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