stepheine Posted January 15, 2008 Posted January 15, 2008 A lot of you have read my previous threads and know about me and my boyfriend splitting up because he needed space after getting laid off of his job. Well, now we have been back together and he is being the perfect guy he was before he had a mental breakdown and on some levels he is even better than he was before. So I should be perfectly happy, I mean he has treated me very good. I feel like something is not there and I do really love him. I feel slightly insecure in the relationship and am unsure about where it is going, He says he loves me, but for some reason I feel he is commitment phobic. I have a lot of stress right now because I am moving this week and I will be living alone and I am not use to this. I love being around people. I am apprehensive about going home to a empty house. In some ways I am excited about it but now I am feeling more anxious than anything. I grew up with six siblings and have never been alone, I get lonely easily, and truth be known I don't particularly like being alone whether it be hanging out with friends, family, or him. Maybe I am worrying for no reason. Why do I feel we are not connecting on all levels? Have we not been dating long enough and it will come. Is he all in, I don't feel he is, will he ever be all in, and why do I feel this way, I don't know!!
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