fabulousgal Posted January 14, 2008 Posted January 14, 2008 of it all really suck. today i am trying to tell myself, yes you got hurt, you pretty much got the short end of the stick on this one but its time for you to suck it up and move on. i guess by move on, i mean not missing or thinking or being sad that things are complete. because i am all of that. i am angry in how i was treated. i am angry he turned into a hypocrite. i am angry and saddened in how fickle people are. i miss hanging out with him. now though, i am starting ro realize i have to accept those things and just move on. not like i've been trying to talk to him or change things at all (strict NC) but i've been stuck in a funk. i'm not out of it yet completely, but i at least see an end to it. rather than snap my fingers and expect things to be ok, i think i just need to accept yes i am sad and i got d*cked over but it happens to everyone and i'll be over it when i am over it. i'm always really social etc so i have been diverting myself as best i can. thanks for listening have a great day.
Author fabulousgal Posted January 14, 2008 Author Posted January 14, 2008 i respond to you all!!!! hugs.
serendip Posted January 14, 2008 Posted January 14, 2008 of it all really suck. today i am trying to tell myself, yes you got hurt, you pretty much got the short end of the stick on this one but its time for you to suck it up and move on. i guess by move on, i mean not missing or thinking or being sad that things are complete. because i am all of that. i am angry in how i was treated. i am angry he turned into a hypocrite. i am angry and saddened in how fickle people are. i miss hanging out with him. now though, i am starting ro realize i have to accept those things and just move on. not like i've been trying to talk to him or change things at all (strict NC) but i've been stuck in a funk. i'm not out of it yet completely, but i at least see an end to it. rather than snap my fingers and expect things to be ok, i think i just need to accept yes i am sad and i got d*cked over but it happens to everyone and i'll be over it when i am over it. i'm always really social etc so i have been diverting myself as best i can. thanks for listening have a great day. I think the hardest part is just letting go...of the pain, regret, blame or what ever the case may be. Just think you shared a moment with person and there will be other people in the future if you allow yourself to heal
Author fabulousgal Posted January 14, 2008 Author Posted January 14, 2008 for me, if i try to force being "over it" it makes it harder. i mean, i am not doing anything as in trying to stay in touch. i've pretty much accepted that he went back to an old girl of his. i'm not one to try to prove im better or show what he's missing. it's just, i think i have to allow myself to feel BLAH about it and thats ok. i feel a little used, hurt, and a little played. but it happens to everyone right? i am trying to keep that in perspective and realize that hopefully my turn will come. grief is a b*tch.
serendip Posted January 14, 2008 Posted January 14, 2008 Tell me about it. I mean time doesn't necessarily heal all wounds...it just blurs the memories and softens the pain unfortunately for me...I was doing alright in december until the new years eve fiasco when she contacted me and I freaked
latefragment Posted January 14, 2008 Posted January 14, 2008 whoa, what happened on NYE? Did she contact you in a friendly way or to just dredge up more of that angry stuff from before? I remember all the back and forth you'd written about that...
serendip Posted January 15, 2008 Posted January 15, 2008 whoa, what happened on NYE? Did she contact you in a friendly way or to just dredge up more of that angry stuff from before? I remember all the back and forth you'd written about that... http://www.loveshack.org/forums/showthread.php?t=138420&page=2 post 28...it was a nightmare
jdeedee Posted January 15, 2008 Posted January 15, 2008 serendip -- I am so sorry about that. I wish people in this world would be nice. Wouldn't that just solve all the problems fabgal -- Coming from me I doubt this means much but just keep at it. I've been having ups and downs, more downs than ups, but when the ups come it's nice, it reminds me that one day I'll be better. Try to love yourself, because in the end we only have ourselves. Family, friends, lovers, they are icing on the cake. Rent a movie, eat some ice cream, go for a walk. Treat yourself right and slowly you'll heal.
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