chasingrainbows25 Posted January 10, 2008 Posted January 10, 2008 Its been 10 days since the final confrontation and 10 days of NC fully. I have been quite proud of the fact that any thought of him immediately made me think of the word "liar" and that was enough to quickly move my mind to something else. However, I need to be honest with myself and this NC thing isnt easy and the past couple of days I've been tempted to initiate contact. I keep telling myself, why would I even want to contact a liar and a cheat and then my heart whispers, he didnt lie intentionally and then my head shouts, but he lied full stop, intentionally or not, he lied. So here I am, typin here in the hope that this wave of needing contact, wondering how he is, missing what we had, goes quicky and I can continue with moving on. God, its not easy, is it? Not really looking for replies/answers, just needed to set this straight in my head. I know whats the right thing to do but today I just feel a little bit lost. ~CR~
kchiapet95 Posted January 10, 2008 Posted January 10, 2008 No, it most certainly is not easy. You did a good thing by putting words on paper. That always helps me too, just to sort my thoughts out. Hang in there. Each day is one more day that you get stronger.
whichwayisup Posted January 10, 2008 Posted January 10, 2008 http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t56954/ This thread by nofoolin' about no contact should help you stick to NC.. Stay strong, you can do this! 10 days is amazing, so don't slip backwards.
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