tikster Posted January 6, 2008 Posted January 6, 2008 well last week i has successfully told my ex not to talk to me anymore because he keeps me on a string. he professes his love, but doesn't want to be in a realtionship with me for whatever reason and then thinks that we can go back to being best friends. i'm finally moving out today, but yesterday i went to drop off my uniform at work and he was excited to see me and kept joking around and stuff. i have forgiven him so many times and he keeps hurting me so i finally decided that being a B**** is the only way to go. so i asked him why he was back there talking to me and he said because i'm here he has to bother me and play around like we always did. so i told him " really, cuz i thought we weren;t doing "this" anymore". and he responded in a light manner "oh so you are still upset about the past" and i said "whatever!":rolleyes: i proceeded to have fun w our mutual friend at work and he knows that i'm still upset. i then left to finish packing and i noticed that he immediately went to look at my profile. i was half expecting him to write something to me but he didn't. i'm not sure why he does this, but i'm glad that im not too emotional ??( haha i guess once you break up with someone so many times, it hurts less and less each time,huh?) unfortunately i kind of have some urge to want to write something to him and say " what the hell? you've screwed me over a million times, explain my side again and other stuff". but i realize that i've explained my side to him and he even called me asked me to call him so that we could talk things out. i called back and he never returned my call. why does he do this? but never the less im going away for college and will most likely forget this stuff. i just wanted you guys to tell me not to respond to him and disappear from his life. if i do this and he really does care about me he knows how to find me. but i'm not sure if i should even keep the door open a little for him. he's 20 yrs old and wants to do what they do, ya kno. i need a stable relationship if im gonna get into one. i'm not sure maybe im feeling this way because that was the last time i'm gonna see him and i was being mean to him. any thought??
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