stepheine Posted January 4, 2008 Posted January 4, 2008 LS has been a great place for me to vent, share my feelings with insightful and kind individuals with new perspectives on situations. Thank You All for being my support team through this very difficult time!! You helped me to stand back and look at things through his eyes. As an update: My ex-boyfriend (we are working on getting back together) seems to be doing better and dealing with the fact that his job is gone. I think at times he still gets bothered but he is "slowly" letting me back into his life. What a transformation esp. so early on in a very good relationship!! I took his distancing so personally and he is aware of this, it seems to have caused a slight bridge between. The first meeting with him was very uncomfortable for us both!! I believe I love him strangely enough. I took the advise and I told him I was not giving up on him and that I truly care about him, that apart from myself and what I want that I want him to make the best decisions for himself (and I meant every single word of it). Strange part is I want him in my life, I want him to be the man I lean on and I want to be the one he turns to and who makes him happiest but at the same time if I am not the one at this point I am ok with accepting that. I want to be the best I can for him. On the other hand I am scared because I do not know if he feels the same. I told him I wanted things between us the way they were before and he said we will work on it this weekend. I am worried they can never be the way they were before and I am worried about what he said about seeing each other only a couple days a week. The last time I spoke with him he said he is trying to get things back to how they were. But am I the good for now girl or the girl with some long term potential? He knows how I feel, I have been 100% honest and open, he knows I love him, he knows I think the world of him regardless of any job, he knows I am here for him. What more can I do for him or say. I don't want to get hurt again and I don't want him to lead me on if his feelings are not there. These are my worries at this point. If he loves me back I will give him whatever he needs for himself but if he doesn't love me then I should go. Thanks All !!!!!!!!! Good luck to you all, you truly are very caring people!!!!!!!!!
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