81West Posted January 5, 2008 Posted January 5, 2008 (edited) Wooohoo! Thread record for me. I have cried every day, except for June 25 (!?), for a year. Usually several times a day. Sounds completely dysfunctional I realize, but I'm really OK. Was terribly rough for a few months, wracking snotting sobs in the middle of the night and such, but now they're just sweet, small, gentle tears. I've actually healed a lot in this year, accomplished good things, and moved forward. I'm just not done mourning the losses and the crushing, bewildering hurt of being really, really let down by someone I loved and trusted implicitly. I've recently begun dating again, and am confident in the future, but this was a biggie and and it may be a small stone in my heart forever. I'm prepared to live with that. Edited January 5, 2008 by 81West
PinkRibbon Posted January 6, 2008 Posted January 6, 2008 A year:eek: Ok now I truly hope his life sucks:mad:
stbx2007 Posted January 6, 2008 Posted January 6, 2008 Are you still crying? Don't beat yourself up about it. Cry and move on. Soon you'll be over this point. Find things that make you laugh and keep doing them. Laughter will help you heal. Exercise will too.
Author jdeedee Posted January 6, 2008 Author Posted January 6, 2008 Are you still crying? Don't beat yourself up about it. Cry and move on. Soon you'll be over this point. Find things that make you laugh and keep doing them. Laughter will help you heal. Exercise will too. Yes I am still crying At least three times today, it wasn't a good day. This **** just doesnt get easier.
PinkRibbon Posted January 6, 2008 Posted January 6, 2008 No I don't think it is much eaier. Here it is 11 am and I have already had a morning cry...
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