Da_1_n_OnlyN3na Posted December 28, 2007 Posted December 28, 2007 hey well i dont know if any of you have seen my posts but recently me and my bf of 1 year took a break for almost a month...well the break was because we were fighting so much and i got extremely jealous and mad all the time for everything!...we were both so stressed out and i guess it was time to get away from each other.....of course i was devastaded i kept hearing things about him and other girls and i really was confused...sometimes i felt like he still loved me and that he was going to come back soon...but other times i thought that i had lost him for ever so i started giving up and getting used to the idea of being without him....and yeah i cried because it really hurt not having him with me i felt so lonely and sad inside like i was missing something....well since i was so confused and i didnt want to stress him out if i asked him in person or on the phone i wrote him a letter asking him what was going to happen to us...if we were on a break still (it was getting to 4 weeks of "the break" and we had agreed to only 3 weeks) or if we were just going to break it off for good....well of course i told him that if we broke up for good that i was not going to be able to stay friends with him that i couldnt talk to him in anyway shape or form...and if we were still on the break that he needed to respect me and stop trying to **** with other biitches because i wasnt doing anything.... i told him i had realised everything that i did wrong when i was with him and how i used to treat him that i admited i was a bitch to him all the time and that it was stupid and imature....well i told my guy friend (best friends bf) and also his friend to give him the letter for me..that was a friday..i saw him reading it during lunch and he would hide it when i came near him....well i thought he was going to write back that same day but he didnt so i got the idea that he wasnt planning on getting back or even talking about it with me...so i didnt check my phone at all that night and fell asleep early...the next day i did the same except i couldnt sleep and my phone was ringing alot..i didnt check because in my head i was like "its not him why am i going to check my phone and be dissapointed because its not him...its not him" and well they called like 5 or 6 times for one hour...then like 20 minutes later around 12:30 i recieved a text ..i didnt look at it....the next morning i was so axious to check my phone....so i did lol.....i had 1 call from this other guy and i had 5 missed calls from him and 1 text which read "why dont you pick up your phone...i want to tell you something"....i was wondering what he was trying to tell me....well later on that night he called me around 7 and it seemed as if if he was trying to tell me something but he stoped and i asked what it was that he wanted to tell me he said that he rather tell me in person...and i insisted he told me to guess and i told him that i probably knew but i didnt want to be wrong because i am wrong all the time when i thought i was right...he said to me " hell yeah me too i have been wrong all this time"...i asked why he said that but he ignored the question and i never asked him about it again..so i never understood why he "had been wrong this whole time".... he just kept saying "do you-" or "do-" and would stop....well i didnt pressure him and we talked for a while then i hung up because i wanted to get something to eat...and i went to my room and tried to fall asleep although i couldnt because i was thinking about him....well he called me around 11:50 again...and he asked me if i was busy or if i was sleeping i said no...and he said "remember that thing i wanted to tell you?" and i said "yes what is it?"...."well it was that...i dont know if you still want to but....do-you-want-to-go-back-out-with-me?".....i smiled and i said "if i want to go back out with you?....are you serious? or r you playing around?" "no im so serious right now"........"are you sure theres no hidden camaras or something?" .."no im serious!"...."ok...well yes i do."......and he took like an exhale liek a rock had been lifted of his shoulders or something and he said he couldnt wait to ask me when he saw me.. that hes been thinking about it alot and especially the night before and that whole day thats why he was calling me....and that he asked his family if we should go back out and they all said yes because they liked me and because i was a good girl......so we got back the day before christmas and we spent christmas toguether at my dads house....we been great and yes we had some mad make up sex lol...it was gooooooood...hahahah.....i know he missed it...lol i just still cant believe that he came back...that means he really does care about me like i do and does really love me...everything i used to be before with him now i am the opposite...i dont get mad for nothing i havent gotten as jealous as before and if i do i try not to think about it and not show it....im not shy to call him baby in front of his mom or my parents or even his brother and sisters...i know he thinks im probably the same as before but im not telling him that i have changed because i have said that before and it wasnt really true....i want him to see it on his own..actions speak louder than words....im going to show him how much i love him and that i would do anything just so me and him are happy toguether and confortable with each other....i love him and he loves me....were back and nothing else matters..the past is the past now we gotta focus not in the future but in our present....if any of you had been in a similar situation just know that if that other person really does love you they will come back to you no matter what...if they ask for space give that to them let them figure out what they want....dont force them....just trust...
loveinlife Posted December 28, 2007 Posted December 28, 2007 Congratulations, i am happy for you that you got a chance to go back out with him. As for my situation, my ex is in control of getting back or not. I already said that i'll change and start saving up money for our future so we can get married. She is going to think about it and ask for time bc she is focusing on her nursing exam. We are on break since yesterday, so i don't want to call her and make matters worse. If she wants to hang out with me, she can call, just don't want to look desparate as I have already told her that i still have feelings. She is bitter at me right now because i was with another girl when she wanted a chance. The new girl situation didn't work out and i still have feelings for my ex.. I wanted to give it a try but she is little reluctant bc i dissed her for someone else, all bc she couldn't make up her mind throughout the two years we have been apart, but still was around my life. I hope you two do well and be happy for a very long time together. Wish me luck! =)
sedgwick Posted December 28, 2007 Posted December 28, 2007 Wow, you are SO lucky!!!! Congratulations!!!
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