Luckz26 Posted December 25, 2007 Posted December 25, 2007 ok, so me and my ex-girlfriend were dating for about 2years before she decided she wanted to break up with me. it all started out on one night at my house me her my friend and his g.f were all hanging out having fun had 1 drink to looses up and relaxe and we were all just chilling but my girlfriend was on her cellphone for a good portion of the night. i started getting upset and instead of talking to her just went upstairs and watched t.v on my own. eventually i drove her home and we got into a huge aregument on the way to her house lots of yelling and screaming just nonsence. ok so that same night i tryed to call her and appolagize for freaking out instead of talking to her but she wouldnt answer me calls. i told myself i would give it some time b4 i tryed talking to her to let her cool off. so i gave it about 3days at this time she seemed likee she wanted to work things out and start fresh with me again but this same day was her semi formal for school. so we talked for a little bit then i had to go cuz i was at work. so she went to her semi formal i was upset she didnt bring me but she told me she wouldnt do anything with anyone or nothing like that i trusted her. and then i saw all kinds of pictures and all these guys saying ur a good dancer and thank you for teaching me and stuff so i thought nothing of it. but then about 1week later me and her still werent on very good terms and i noticed this guy and her sending messages to eachother back and fourth saying i cant wait to go see that movie with u (love movie) and go shopping and stuff so i got kinda worried and talked to her about it and she was like oh yeah i duno if i like him but we are kinda seeing eachother... and this shatterd my heart into 1million pieces. i told myself i couldnt deal with it and had to move on. so i gave it about 1week aand talked to her again she acted like me and her were still dating but yet she was seeing this guy still. so then i asked her if she wanted to hang out with me on saturday and she said sure! so saturday rolled along and me and her hung out went a bunch of places had so much fun very very flirty with eachother but i held myself back from kissing her. later that day i told her my feelings and she told me that she doesnt feel the same way about me anymore and i just broke down. so i was like screw this i keep hurting myself i cant keep doing this to myself. i gave it about 2weeks and then i said merry christmas to her. then on email we started talking cuz she was telling me how her christmas was going to be ****ty and just conversation like that. so i then made her feel better about herself and everything and we eventually started texting eachother i was helping her out even tho she was seeing someone else. soo then the day before christmas eve i told her i was lonley and that it was christmas and i was so use to spending it with her and her family and that i duno if i can do this with her with the talking and what not cuz it hurts me so much. and she then said " please dont, please come see me tomorrow for christmas eve" so i said i duno cuz i might get hurt again and i dont wannna kiss u or anything. so she said "just come hang out we will go to a movie" so i said ok so then christmas eve came by and i went to the movies with her. this guy of hers was texting her phone about 3times in the movies she never answerd any of them just looked at who it was and i glanced over and saw. it kinda made me feel crappy. but eventually i got over it. so i was talking her in the movies and just having a good time. we then left the theater and went towards my car she then grabbed me turned me around and was like merry christmas and gave me a nice kiss on the lips. i was like wow and then went in for a second one. i was then driving her home and we stopped off at a store to drop a movie off. then i was like go drop it shes like u go im like no u shes like no just go please im like i will if u kiss me so shes said ok so i went dropped it off and went back to the car and this romantic song was playing so i was like can i get my kiss now and shes like come here so i reached in and we started kissing she pulled away for a second then came right back in putting her hand on my head and i had my hand on her kneck. she then said " i wish i wasnt on my period" and i was like wow this is awesome she wants me back. i then drove her home and dropped her off where we kissed again. and said goodbye. i went home and i asked her if she only kissed me because it was christmas and shes like "its not christmas yet is it ;)" so i was like yes this is awesome. so today rolls by and i was like what did that kiss mean to u lastnight and shes like oh it was special cuz it was christmas eve and i was like what do u mean u didnt have any feelings behind any of those kisses and shes like ofcourse i did!! and im like well are u going to run back to that blake guy and shes like im not running back to anyone. and i was like well i thought this kiss ment something like as if u were to want me back.. and shes like u honestly thought we were going to get back together cuz of that? and im like yeah and shes like well im sorry but it was just a kiss. and then i was like ok well this is stupid why are u leading me on like this for. and then she continued to think she wasnt leading me on and just kinda ignored the magic behind the kiss and everything. so then i said ok well then i dont wanna see u if this is how its going to be i cant be just a friend who u do this stuff with and run back to that next guy and shes like ...umm alright. then i just told myself screw it i know she felt something behind that kiss and asked her to hang out with me thursday she doesnt know if she wants to. i dont understand what shes doing does she like me and want me back? or does she just want attention? why would she do this behind this guys back and then later she told me she couldnt have sex behind his back but kissing isent that bad??? please any help would be appreciated thank you!!! and maybe if u could tell me from the story how i could win her back?
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