Precious K Posted December 24, 2007 Posted December 24, 2007 so I have a bit of an issue, my ex said he wants to marry me right so we have talked about it and all and I thought about saying "yes"... I call him my ex cause I've always been scared he was cheating on me we talked and he said he did... okay I freaked. So now I know he isn't telling me the truth about all the cheating he has done. I know a lot of what he's done through myspace and other ppl. Now knowing this I'm hurt but I still don't stop talking to him. I still love him even though he has f'd me up countless times. Now I sit here wondering why am I allowing him to stay in my life? I mean he claims to be in love with me, how he can't live without me, he wants me to have his kids. But at the same time he told his friend he got the nerve to talk to some chick at a club and she gave him play (I have no idea what that means, I'm not good with slang). Anyway i was shocked so okay I know about this, plus he is talking to some girl on myspace. Yeah we aren't together but he is trying to get me back! I mean what is going on? Yeah I love him but I wonder why am I letting him kill me inside? I cried to him about everything I took off to another country that I've never been to because I can't be close to him. I just don't see that I'm actually worth anything to myself because he screws me over time and time again. I swear I want to just leave him I just don't see how I can? I'm stupid I know! He has seriously broke my heart, done unimaginable things that I forgave him for. I just want to just leave him and never hear from him again. But I can't because YEP! I love this jerk. Other guys like me, flirt with me but I don't do anything cause in the back of my mind I still feel that I'm with him. What can I do? Honestly since we got together I learned what was like to be depressed, and I'm still depressed. I've hit my low.
Confused81 Posted December 25, 2007 Posted December 25, 2007 babes u need to let this idiot go his nothing but bad news im afraid. giving him play??? WFT does that mean?? whatever he meant by it is not good, he just trying to tell u that he can leave u anytime he wants so if u do get back with him be prepered to have a x large box of tissues next to u cos im sure he will hurt u again. u need a good man who loves u and respects u as a woman. hugs .happy xmas
AnotherGirl Posted December 26, 2007 Posted December 26, 2007 I know it may hurt a lot to just shut him out of your life, but he is proving himself to be quite a dishonest and inconsiderate guy and does not deserve you to spend any more time than you already have on him. The fact that he is still messing around with another girl while trying to get you back shows that he is definitely not improving at all...if he is like this when he is trying to get you back, he will most probably be like that if you come back to him. Do you want that? Try not contacting him if he keeps acting like this...he is not good for you emotionally and mentally.
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