Mylife Posted December 21, 2007 Posted December 21, 2007 Just a small thing I thought I should share. So today, I went out with a bunch of friends to the mall. He ended up being at the mall too with some of his own friends. Since many are common friends he came to meet us all to say hi. And guess what? I WAS OK SEEING HIM!! and yes he seemed good too...he had a nice smile on and said hi and I said hi back and it all just seemed good, I didn't have that feeling that my heart just stopped, or feel all sad and depressed. Althought there was no just me and him talk, just a bit within the group. I know I still care for him as a person, but it was like, I felt ok seeing him. The only feeling I got was....damn kiss me now!! (He is my first and so far only kiss). So it felt really good to see him and not feel sad or think back to things. I hope some day me and him can be best friends again like we were before we were together. I feel it might happen, but I know that it will still take some more time. But to all of you in your begining stages, I am in 2 months +, I have stopped counting exact weeks but its somewhere around there. It gets better slowly...I promise!
Nemo Posted December 21, 2007 Posted December 21, 2007 The only feeling I got was....damn kiss me now!! So far, so good. You are doing well. I really think you are taking control of your life - your destiny. Your shiny new future without his slimy smooches holding you back. You are moving on. Soon you will be thinking "he can kiss my arse." Best not to remove any clothing. Even if they are your best jeans.
ElvenPriestess Posted December 21, 2007 Posted December 21, 2007 That's awesome! Good for you! Isn't it nice that you have the relief to know you don't have stirring emotions when you come into contact with him? I'm very happy for you. Things will only go upward from here.
Author Mylife Posted December 23, 2007 Author Posted December 23, 2007 Thanks guys And Nemo, I actually hope I never have the kiss my ass feeling, I don't want to ever develop hate for him. But it will be nice to not even feel the kiss me now feeling. And yes elven, its really nice. I do hope they go upward.
Nemo Posted December 23, 2007 Posted December 23, 2007 And Nemo, I actually hope I never have the kiss my ass feeling, I love the feeling of wet lips on my buttocks. You can be sure that the person attached to the lips really likes you. Anyway, you sound very level-headed. Good for you! Of course, if you had your head in the sand, then your bottom would be much more accessible.
Author Mylife Posted December 24, 2007 Author Posted December 24, 2007 I have never had the feeling of wet lips on my butt...I wonder how it is. Annnd if I had my head my head in the sand I would prefer him trying to save me, rather than making out with my butt.
Nemo Posted December 24, 2007 Posted December 24, 2007 Annnd if I had my head my head in the sand I would prefer him trying to save me, rather than making out with my butt. Maybe he can do both.
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