jimmer21 Posted December 16, 2007 Posted December 16, 2007 well as you know 2 years, slit up 3 months almost no contact for most of it first love etc her mum forced it on us to breakup as well. she was hurt i was hurt we were very close. she came over one nigh on her bday which i ignored kissed etc told me no1 has compared to me misses me ished we nevr broke up. now, 3 months is a long time and ive been healing had set back when she came over that night then went cold turky again but last night i saw her car out side this kids house at 3 clockin mornin. hes only 16 im 19 why is she seeing this kid, they aint a cuple there just seeing each other and she stayin round his sooner than she did with me and me nher wer a proper cuple? wots a matter with her i knowshe isnt doin anything wrong but i was fdoin so well until thatn it rele huert deep. whatkinda things can i think to get it out my head or make it sound less bad than it is? i mean im sure theyaint had sex yet but most proberly fooled around. hurts that shes doin stuff which she did with me i mean is it just a rebound? i mean she doesnt wana relationship is he easy use cus hes young they wont last will they? i mean he doesnt compare she said so why still see him? shell get hurt in end wont she and ring me or sumin i mena hwta is it al about i know he is a step down from me and everyone knows that and she knows ive been datein a few girls and called me aplayer which is harsh cusi devoted myself to her for two years every day. i just dont wana go back to finkin about her at night and first fing in mornin help guys........... i was doin so well
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