An Open Letter to my MM

[indianlover]

Dear R,

What can I say that could possibly express how frustrated I am with you? When we first met I was so happy to have another person to talk to (or rather complain to) about our gawd-awful company. We realized pretty quickly that our relationship went from co-workers to really good friends. You made working for the company bearable. My memories of that time will be forever intertwined with memories of you.

 

But how stupid of me to fall for you. You've had a love affair with your job probably since you were my age. You don't need a mistress, you already have one! You live and work 7000 miles away from your family - and I thought that you were 'one of the good ones?' I hope I can find a *single* man of your culture, sensitivity, and ambition - well, maybe a little less ambition - that will love me so intensely, fiercely that he'll never leave my side.

 

I'm sorry that you've never felt that kind of love (for a woman at least) - and probably never will. I wish you could know that that's how I felt about you. I just could never and won't ever tell you. Somehow I wish that we had a real affair so that my tears, my pain could be awknowledged. But I'm glad I won't be wasting more time waiting for you - and BTW what's your son's email address?

 

Love,

Me

[Lyssa]

and BTW what's your son's email address?

 

Love,

Me

 

That last part is too funny!!!

 

So are you going to send this? Or have you?

[GreenEyedLady]

He doesn't seem like he's worth the time it took to write the letter...

 

(((HUGS)))

[BestAdvisor1]

I am a littel disgusted by this. Are you trying to convince him to devote time and energy to you? What about his wife???

[Ronni_W]

Somehow I wish that we had a real affair so that my tears, my pain could be awknowledged.

 

At the risk of being presumptuous, please do allow me to acknowledge your pain.

Your situation sounds similar to something I went through, and there was only one person who seemed to "get it" that my tears and pain were as real as if there had been *more* to the whole doggone thing.

 

Right now, it hurts - that is real - and it's perfectly fine to be gentle with yourself. Hopefully it's a comfort that things do get better after a while. Best of luck.

[KATANYA]

I think writing is very good therapy when we are trying to heal...even if you never send it!!! If you do send it, you may want to eliminate the 'son' part........although it is VERY funny!!!!!!

[indianlover]

Thanks everyone for your kind comments (except BA1 - did you get kicked off? Well you should stop stalking me or you'll get kicked off again).

 

I wrote the letter this morning after he emailed me and cancelled our plans this weekend for business - again. Like I said, we never had a real affair, but I felt like we were dating and he basically does to me what he does to everything except business - put me on the back burner. Since we are friends I wrote him back a nice, but thanks-for-ripping-my-heart-out email back.

 

And he always said he wanted to set me up with his *single* son who will be starting his MBA here soon. So maybe I'll take him up on the offer ;-). Twisted, I know.

[Lyssa]

Thanks everyone for your kind comments (except BA1 - did you get kicked off? Well you should stop stalking me or you'll get kicked off again).

 

I wrote the letter this morning after he emailed me and cancelled our plans this weekend for business - again. Like I said, we never had a real affair, but I felt like we were dating and he basically does to me what he does to everything except business - put me on the back burner. Since we are friends I wrote him back a nice, but thanks-for-ripping-my-heart-out email back.

 

And he always said he wanted to set me up with his *single* son who will be starting his MBA here soon. So maybe I'll take him up on the offer ;-). Twisted, I know.

 

You can always hit the ignore button for unwanted posters.

 

I'm with Katanya - it's good therapy to write out one's feelings and write letters to ex-es but you don't have to send it. Just rip it to pieces!

 

Twisted but hey, he did say he wanted to set you up with his son!!

[White Flower]

Dear R,

What can I say that could possibly express how frustrated I am with you? When we first met I was so happy to have another person to talk to (or rather complain to) about our gawd-awful company. We realized pretty quickly that our relationship went from co-workers to really good friends. You made working for the company bearable. My memories of that time will be forever intertwined with memories of you.

 

But how stupid of me to fall for you. You've had a love affair with your job probably since you were my age. You don't need a mistress, you already have one! You live and work 7000 miles away from your family - and I thought that you were 'one of the good ones?' I hope I can find a *single* man of your culture, sensitivity, and ambition - well, maybe a little less ambition - that will love me so intensely, fiercely that he'll never leave my side.

 

I'm sorry that you've never felt that kind of love (for a woman at least) - and probably never will. I wish you could know that that's how I felt about you. I just could never and won't ever tell you. Somehow I wish that we had a real affair so that my tears, my pain could be awknowledged. But I'm glad I won't be wasting more time waiting for you - and BTW what's your son's email address?

 

Love,

Me

I get it, all of it. Even the funny part. You take care of yourself and find someone who can you give all of himself.

 

Best wishes,

WF.

[lovernotafighter]

I am a littel disgusted by this. Are you trying to convince him to devote time and energy to you? What about his wife???

 

do you just roam around the Ow/Om forum as the infidelity police poster child? seriously whats your point of being here, it seems trollish to me