watch Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 So we broke up a little over a week ago and im starting to feel really tired from all that im putting into this. I thought it would be easier to let go but this is the first girl in a long line that has actually made me feel this way and feel like we had a chance at being together forever. I feel myself slipping into my old ways, sleeping with random girls every other night of the week, go out partying all weekend long, drinking my ass off (i know this isnt the best lifestyle). But its been a week and if i were to have ended it with anyone else, going out and getting some would have solved it instantly. Every girl i have been with reminds me why i got a girl and got away from the scene. All been one night stands and all im doing is trying to forget her. The girls i have been with since we broke up i have woken up next to while having dreams of her, and these are smoken hot girls!!. Why is it so damn hard to get her out of my head? I know i should work on myself and blah blah but i am confident in every way, work out, am starting the career of my dreams and can have any girl i put my mind too. except her. So what the hell? Do i just feel this way because i cant get her back? Is she just a conquest that i must win? Is it just some chemical my body is used to getting that im now deprived of? Or do i genuinely have some cosmic connection to her? Everything has been going so well and now i have this hole. She ruined me. I got a taste of complete happyness and now its gone.... You know what.. Screw her! Any suggestions on where i can run into some down to earth girls that arent just little bar flys? and yeah ive heard the grocery store, library, blah blah but lets be realistic......Also i feel like we all are wasting way too much time and energy on people that dont deserve it. Isnt it just absolutly exahuasting?. Man i hate her and love her at the same time.
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