BalancenLuv20 Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 for any of you who were patient enough to sort through my essay about my ex, I appreciate it. Tonight after close to 3 weeks of NC, she called. Yes she actually called, not me...the only times she called before NC was because she knew I was upset from a previous convo on AIM or the phone. This was the first ever time she called on her own accord... After dreaming about her night after night and thinking she'll probably never call for a long time, I was actually reading a post about NC here on LS when she called haha... Geez...sounded so beautiful, she sounded so happy with her life...we laughed a lot and kept a good convo going for about 40 mins...I guess she does care, i guess she does think about me... Despite the fact my heart sank when her bf was brang up, I tried to stay strong and act like it didn't bother me...Besides that and having to explain her why I deleted her from facebook which she said she understood, it was the best convo we've had in ages...but here I am tonight not knowing how to feel about it...i promise myself to continue to try to block her out and not be the one that ever makes contact with her...but tonight I feel is going to be a long night and I will probably sleep poorly thinking about her...Just thought I'd vent and hope that this isn't a step back in the wrong direction...on a more important note, my grandmother died today...She deserves my attention at this point more than my ex...
Phateless Posted December 12, 2007 Posted December 12, 2007 for any of you who were patient enough to sort through my essay about my ex, I appreciate it. Tonight after close to 3 weeks of NC, she called. Yes she actually called, not me...the only times she called before NC was because she knew I was upset from a previous convo on AIM or the phone. This was the first ever time she called on her own accord... After dreaming about her night after night and thinking she'll probably never call for a long time, I was actually reading a post about NC here on LS when she called haha... Geez...sounded so beautiful, she sounded so happy with her life...we laughed a lot and kept a good convo going for about 40 mins...I guess she does care, i guess she does think about me... Despite the fact my heart sank when her bf was brang up, I tried to stay strong and act like it didn't bother me...Besides that and having to explain her why I deleted her from facebook which she said she understood, it was the best convo we've had in ages...but here I am tonight not knowing how to feel about it...i promise myself to continue to try to block her out and not be the one that ever makes contact with her...but tonight I feel is going to be a long night and I will probably sleep poorly thinking about her...Just thought I'd vent and hope that this isn't a step back in the wrong direction...on a more important note, my grandmother died today...She deserves my attention at this point more than my ex... Sorry to hear bro... Yeah you definitely did the wrong thing for yourself. You let her have her cake and eat it too... You're not together, she gets to enjoy talking to you as a friend, yet she tortures you by telling you about her new bf. She doesn't care about you at all. Next time she calls DO NOT ANSWER!!!!! She is just some girl who doesn't deserve your time anymore...
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