I feel so bad I did this to her.

[jlv26]

My ex officaly broke up with me one week ago. We were together for three years. I know I caused her so much pain to where se finally just gave up on me. She gave me so many signs for me to change and I just didn't see them. You only start to see them when you lost her. Depression runs in my family. I have come to realize I've had it for some quite time, I have never really felt good about myself and am negative all the time on stuff. But today I made a step to get myself better I went and talked to a counselor. It felt so good to get things off my chest, I just want to know why I couldn't do this with her. I want to tell her how thankfull I am for everything that she did for me. and its not her fault for what happened (she went through adivorce before she met me.) I feel so bad that I did this to her Should I tell her this when I have to give her things back on friday? I know there will never be a second chance with her again .I think I'm going to tell her for some clouser on my part that I truley am sorry. Its time to move on and fix my life and to make myself better for when the next relationship comes.