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I am so tempted to contact one of my Exes. Why is this a tempting thing to do? I can understand in certain cases why it would be, but with this guy, I'm better off without him. He treated me terribly. I feel so silly because I sent him a really lame text message a few days ago, but that's the last I have contacted. Ever since he appeared back in my life, I really want to tell him off. I don't know why this situation is so hard for me. I have a boyfriend now that I really care about, but I can't stop thinking about all the hurt this person put me through and how they never apologized to me. Why does it hurt so much? I no longer have feelings for this person. I know people will claim that I must since I'm still hurting, but it's deeper than that. This person couldn't even treat me as a person. That's what hurts. Disrespect hurts regardless of who it comes from and this person dished out a lot of disrespect to me. I don't know why I can't overcome this...:o:( :(

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You have a boyfriend so don't. Do you want to contact him so he can put you down make you feel like you don't mean anything again? Your lucky to have a new guy that treats you right so don't waste the time and energy.

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Hey there!

 

I understand where you are coming from. I remember whist I was with my ex, I was still angry at the way I had been treated in the past by some one else. I did not even have feelings for this person but I guess I was angry because I wonderd why I took so much crap.

 

The only thing you can do now is try to forget it all.As Freddy said, you are lucky you have a boyfriend who is treating you well.

 

For me, I started giving the guy an attitude.lol.I deleted him from facebook because I felt so angry at the way he treated me. Its all so weird isnt it? Because its not as if I still liked him. Very strange. Anyway, so this guy noticed I deleted him and tried to contact me via IM. I ignored him. I guess he gets the point now.

 

I think what I have concluded is that once I got over him, (especially when I started going out with my EX), I felt I had been too lenient on him by allowing him 'be my friend'. I felt angry when I thought about all the crap I had been through with him etc. I felt he was not worthy to be my friend.

 

Anyway, Bitterness is very healty:o. I would advice you to let it go. I dont know what the situation is with him now, but to be honest I only deleted him after my EX and I broke up. I guess I was angry at the world.lol. Whilst I was with my EX, I didnt care that much although I still got angered anytime I thought about it.

 

So, you are lucky you are with someone now. Forget him and accept that some people are horrid. Next time, I guess we would not allow ourselves to be treated that way. Take it as a lesson learnt and enjoy your new beau:love:

 

Goodluck.xxx

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