Jamian Posted December 9, 2007 Posted December 9, 2007 Hi everyone Over the last week I had started to feel a lot better and though I was finally moving on with things. Then yesterday I received an email from an ex school mate (who never really spoke to me the whole time we were at school) who was looking to be accepted onto my bebo page (like a myspace page). The girl (who is married) said that she worked at the same school as my ex and during many conversations with her dicovered that the had a mutual aquaintance in me. When I started to read and see this girl even mention the ex, I suddenly started literally shaking, I fel a really upsetting feeling mixed with what I can only describe as a pure rush of adrenalin. I can't explain what it was and it took about over 5 minutes for the shaking to wear off. I was Wondering, what the hell happened? Now today I've started thinking about the ex again and going through fantasies that if she called me I would bang the phone down or, read her the riot act etc etc. My question is this, what was that really weird feeling? I just can't describe it!
VenusInFurs Posted December 10, 2007 Posted December 10, 2007 Yep. The adrenalin thing. I get it too. I don't want my ex back, but when he's mentioned by someone, I get it. I don't really know what it is, I don't really understand it either, but hey, you're not alone! What goes through my head when I'm getting that feeling, listening to a friend talk about him is 'what is he doing with his life now? Does he look/act any different? Is he dating anyone?' Like I say, I don't want him back, but I'm damn curious about those things. Guess I always will be.
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