I really love a guy in collg.been friends for 2 years.suddenly he cut away.i want him

[anamika roy]

i asked him out after 3 months of knwing him.he din give me an answer for 4 months then said forget bout wat i felt for u in past,lets be friends.he knew i was really hurt but i said ok.v ver friends and more for very long.v wud talk 4 hrs,tell each other evrythng.somewhere der was an unsaid commitment frm his side dat im der so he's not supposed to see any other girl.after a yr n half i still loved him n was not able to take it as"just friends".so i told him dat,he said he doesnt love me YET.he said i dunno about da future but i dont love u now.but i care for u.i told me we shud stop talking,i cant take dis.after 18 days i just gave in n tld him forget love n all,lets be only gud friends.he was happy,things ver fine.then came his bday after 2 mnths.i sent cake 2 his hostel room.since dat day he started actin weird.in a mnth he started pulling himself away from me,finally said 1 day dat evrytime he talks 2 me he's reminded dat i still love him n try 2 hide it so we shud stop talkin.wat do i do?i cant live widout him...i ve tried talkin to him.he just doesnt want to..i really love him...