Mylife Posted December 8, 2007 Posted December 8, 2007 Well yes I am back, and in 2 days its going be 2 months since my break up. But you know what is really weird, I date the guy for ONLY 3 months, yet they seemed so long and so beautiful. Now its been 2 months since the break, but I still think of him sometimes?? Is that normal in a break up?? Seriously tell me!... Sometimes I feel that I miss the friendship more than the love, because he was my best friend for 5 months before we started dating and I shared everything with him. Now although I still have great friends, I think I miss his friendship and I miss talking to him and I miss sharing my day's stories with him. I don't know if I miss the love or the friend or both. I just know that I miss him. Even when we were friends, he always seemed to have time to listen to me and my stories and always shared everything he did with me too. And now that it slightly feels like I have forgotten the love, I miss his talks from when we were friends. I sometimes wish I had never dated him, then we would still be so close and still be best friends. When we split, it was clean, so we hugged and promised to keep each other strong through this break, which we did for the 1st week. We also decided to still be friends and he promised that you will never lose this friend and he even said that I want to call you dear from now on, instead of babe/baby. Well the point is, he was nice about it all and promised something, which obviously never happened since it went into NC. But he told my friends that he needed sometime to get over the love part before he can be friend and not think of me in that way. I do understand his perspective, but I just don't know if I will ever have him as that friend ever again. When we were friends he told me I was the only one he trusted in this country and the only real friend that he shared everything with. He is an international student so all his best friends are back home. So at times I feel sad for him that he lost that friend too, I have my girls that I trust and talk to, but I just hope that he is doing ok with all this. I miss him.
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