jimmer21 Posted December 5, 2007 Posted December 5, 2007 its wierd i mean i woke up today and i didnt care about the ex who i was with for 2 years, my first love who finished with me after i had a row with her, her family are agasint me. any ways after she came back into my life after no contact on her bdaytellin me how noone compares drillin me on who im seeing, kissin me then goin coldturky again. i got upset at the end of today thinkin that im scared thati may be movin on and scared of the fort if she did come back and wana be with me in the future i would say no to her that scares me. wen i asked her if she was over me she sed nothin and looked down? what that mean? sh sed she wished we dint break up buit she cant risk givin me anuva chance. i sed in future she said maybe but then ses we aint mena be so why maybe a chance? i duno. she wants oto be frends i know she isnt over me completley it isnt soon enuff. whats wrong with me whats goin to happen wen her lil rebound finshes or she goes to uni i duno we wer so close ultimatly i want her back in my life i duno weather to pretend i wana be frends and act like im over it or just keep nc and hope and move on i duno i did send her eamil sayin i need to go to nc cant be frends need to better myself and to let you be free but ill always be willin to give you a chance. is that a mistake? i do realise that callin her and chasin will not hel atall
Author jimmer21 Posted December 5, 2007 Author Posted December 5, 2007 ive seen pics of her with the little boy shes "seeing \nd hangin out with" shes huggin and smilin the way she used to with me it hurts alot i just want to go to sleep and not wake up wen i feel like this it just doesnt feel rite atall like she isnt this person shes being and stuff
sedgwick Posted December 6, 2007 Posted December 6, 2007 Argh I can't plow through the internet lingo! I want to read these posts and offer advice but the word "anuva" makes my eyeballs explode. Please people, write in English!!
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