randuff Posted December 3, 2007 Posted December 3, 2007 So you read my last post about finding out she is with the guy she cheated on me with probably. Well it has been a few days and I have spoken with her since. Not about anything really, more of a kinda how is it going, it's ok, well talk to you later thing. I don't really feel sad or upset... I feel more blah. I still think about her everyday but I kinda just feel more like my life is stale. I get up take my kid to school, go to work, pick the kid up from school, go back to work, come home from work. Pretty boring life. I guess I feel as if I won't ever meet someone. That I am doomed to a life without that special someone. I know it's early and I could meet someone one day, I just need to put myself out there in the public to meet someone. I just don't know where that would be. I know that when you are "looking" for someone it genereally doesn't work, but it's when you are going about your normal life that the "someone" pops into your life somehow. Blah, anyways just wanted to spew a little thats all. BLAHHHHHHHHHH I hate feeling BLAHHHH.......
marty Posted December 3, 2007 Posted December 3, 2007 I'm with you there mate. For me its work, gym, housework, sleep......repeat. Getting used to being on my own now though, taking alot of time to get to know myself. I've learned more in the last 3 months than i have a lifetime i tell ya! Sometimes i think i'll never meet someone special too. But it's just like you say,, when you're lookin it never happens. I'm just gonna learn to be the best person i can be for myself, and let fate do the rest.
Author randuff Posted December 3, 2007 Author Posted December 3, 2007 I'm with you there mate. For me its work, gym, housework, sleep......repeat. Getting used to being on my own now though, taking alot of time to get to know myself. I've learned more in the last 3 months than i have a lifetime i tell ya! Sometimes i think i'll never meet someone special too. But it's just like you say,, when you're lookin it never happens. I'm just gonna learn to be the best person i can be for myself, and let fate do the rest. Amen to that... I really need to take this time to get to know MYSELF now. When I look back it was 7 years with the EW then a 6 month break on to a 9 month relationship then 3 months off into 4 years with the Ex Fiance..... I need some ME time now I think.
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