kitkat289 Posted December 2, 2007 Posted December 2, 2007 Its my 5th day of NC and I feel quite ok though I dont understand as to what he would get by doing this...:confused:I've always called him up,he can call me this time or may be he's still jealous and angry at me for lying to him and hiding my email address,not showing him my pictures...hehe whatever, I feel great in any case.Like always he must be missing me like hell...may be or must be busy with some boring phone friend who cant stop blabbering as he says..and Iam sure he must be missing our cute talks afterall still there's no other girl who can make him laugh,make him cry like I did every night and as he doesnt have any classes this semester and waiting for his placements, he must be free all the day,doing nothing but stuck to pc or reading newspapers,giving some kind of exam....in short,doing all that a nerd can do.Oh and he also writes a blog these days...lol I cant bother reading it anymore...it requires hell lot of patience and felt like puking when I read last time. Well for me it was a great great day and I came across a shool friend's profile today in some community and we chatted for like 3-4 hours.He's still so funny and a great listener as well,really cool guy.We talked about our break-ups and I kept pulling his leg all the time.He promised me that he'd find a cute,nice guy for me of my caste (by the way we are of same caste....both of us come from very orthodox families and hence we are not supposed to go for an inter-caste marriage) He's a real cool guy...he used to be the comedian of our class and he never even looked at girls but he's very popular in his college now due to his sense of humor and helpful,friendly nature. It felt great talking to him as he just never gets bored and just listened so patiently.It was almost like a theropy talking to him.I never knew he's so sensitive too.I felt like asking him "If I dont get a good guy to marry in 2 years(set by my parents), would you consider marrying me?" lol. Knowing such people I atleast start believing that all will be fine and one day I will get someone who'll make me feel whole and who wont be complicated at all.I wish I never fall in love again and life just stays simple and how I wish if me and my ex could just be best friends and not more.He's been the best thing that ever happened to me,someone with whom I can share anything in the world and I never met a guy with whom I could just be myself and feel so loved.I know even my husband would not b able to make me feel so special like my ex did...feels like I have just opened my eyes and come out of a dream.
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