SadShamrock Posted November 29, 2007 Posted November 29, 2007 I am a fool. I wrote last week about getting over Mr. Wrong but wanting to call him to apologize for losing it one night when I spoke to him a few weeks before. I called him, and we spoke the next four days or so every night and each morning. I felt good when I talked to him, because I felt like we were becoming friends. It made me feel better, too. I originally assumed it was because I was getting over him. However, who am I kidding? I think I hoped deep down inside that we were working things out. Now he stopped accepting my calls. Our conversations last week were nice and friendly. We BSed about all different things. Now, he just stopped taking my calls, and I feel like I'm at square one again. I feel like I've lost him all over again, and I just keep wondering what I keep doing wrong to make him turn away from me. I am back to blaming myself over and over again for our break up. I wish he just did not let me back in last week. Why did he? And why did he shut me out again? This is why I am now telling everyone in the world who has a broken heart to just walk away and never look back. Every time you go back, you just live the pain over and over again.
SYRACUSE03 Posted November 29, 2007 Posted November 29, 2007 I feel you hurt. Same thing here. I think it's a medical condition called "falling off the face of the earth". There is no cure and it's unexplicable. On a serious note, it's tough, I know. Some people let you back into their lives for genuine reasons, not to play games or for control reasons. Unfortunately it seems that he did the latter. It's OK to slip up, we all do it. We all hope that when the door opens ever so slightly that there is a possibility of reconciliation. Give it time, if NC works better for YOU, then do it. Hey I broke NC and got "slammed" in a thread for expecting a response from my ex g/f. I quickly learned the after-effects. Each day you will become stronger and you will soon realize that you do not need him to feel validated. Sure you can care for him but try to focus on yourself and do what's best for you. Good luck!
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