bustertypsy Posted November 28, 2007 Posted November 28, 2007 Can you enlighten me a bit further and I'll see if I can help you?
Author starlite Posted November 28, 2007 Author Posted November 28, 2007 I can! See...my ex and I were together 2.5 years. We broke up due to me having 'trust issues" and we just couldnt seem to make it work. We wanted different life styles etc. (The trust issues were on my end, I didnt trust him...he lied a lot). Well, we broke up in the beginning of October. A month later....(going on 3 weeks ago) i find out that he cheated on me quite a few times, and also that he is sleeping with his best friends ex. They are no longer best friends. ( I am 25, he is 29 going on 22). I wrote him a letter last week, very tasteful, no regrets in that. He responded through text begging me to call, he regrets the ONE TIME he cheated, he loves me and always will etc etc etc. Then today I am hearing just all this stuff about him and I get thrown back into it. It is so stressful. You know, I am really strong ( i was stronger before I found out about the cheating though), but this all hurt so much. I havent been very intimate with anyone in 7 or 8 weeks (since him) but he is banging up a storm. And I just want to scream at him, but I wont. I loved him, more than anyone before, and it hurts more than anything to find out how bad of a person he was because well, it is confusing! He has confused all past feelings and memories ya know. I wont get back with him, I wont even be civil with him...I deserve better, but I still have these feelings of missing and loving who i thought we were and it just makes it so hard for me.
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