ChefDan.g/vo Posted November 26, 2007 Posted November 26, 2007 Allright, after alot of deliborating. I think I figured our one of my problems and was hoping to find some help at fixing em. First off. I am a late bloomer. I've had girlfriends on and off since I was 16. In fact I dont think I ever really did the traditional courtship thing. But thats a completly different predicament that I have. It's not the focus of the thread but I wanted to let it be known when thinking about the rest. My first gf was a dream come true. It was short and sweet. I melt for cute asian girls with the native look to em. (I.e. conservative clothes, lighter skin, cute face.) And back in highschool during the time that I was most jaded towards the world for feeling like It rejected me, this girl that was everything I ever dreamed for at the time swung into my life for two short months. But the catch is that There was no closure. She went back to Korea and even though we made loose plans to keep in touch until she visited again, as time went on we lost touch and the relationship sorta drifted out of focus. Now that I'm older, I have had more girlfriends. But they always would have come to me more or less. Whenever I want to approach a girl something always tells me to wait for the next one. bide my time. Even though its not a concious thing, I think I can tell what it is clearly now. I had no closure on that first relationship. I always thought it was a good thing. No drama in the break-up. the relationship died in it's sleep essentially. (gotta use that in a song now) But I think I needed that in order to really move on. I think it feels like My subconcious mind lingers on her still. a few symptoms are. -still have a thing for asian girls -constantly feeling drawn to that part of the world. and the biggie -A girl incredibly like her played juliet in one of my dreams. now my problem is... I have no means of contacting her again. How do I deal with this?
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