asilisa Posted November 24, 2007 Posted November 24, 2007 Today and yesterday have been such crappy days. I miss him too much and I shouldn't miss him at all. It's not right that I feel this way...I hate it. Every darn weekend is ruined by me missing him. I wish he didn't treat me so crappy and blame everything on me maybe then it would be OK to miss him. As of right now I don't even feel right missing him so I beat myself up even more. When will it end?
HarakIgia Posted November 24, 2007 Posted November 24, 2007 I hear you asilisa. I feel the same. Why miss something that wasn't healthy or right for you? I think for me I miss the old guy. Not this one that's present so I try and remind myself of that. He's not the same guy he wants and believes different things than me. Don't beat yourself up. We all want to be loved and have someone to love as well. I'm not sure when it ends or if. I sure hope so though. Perhaps you just need to get busy. I find that reading threads reaching out to others helps too. I hope I've helped a little. You're not alone.
marty Posted November 24, 2007 Posted November 24, 2007 how long since you broke up? alot of the time we're missing the way we felt when we were around them. the companionship, the tender moments, the cuddles,,,,,, i miss her alot. but she was a mess, and really wasnt making me happy,,,, but i miss her,,,,,,, but is it her? , that person, that emotionally unstable soul , that i miss?? sounds to me like you're getting to the stage where you're getting fed up with yourself for feeling this way,,, its a good stage to get to. thats when you start to move forward.
Author asilisa Posted November 24, 2007 Author Posted November 24, 2007 HarakIgia i'm sorry that you too are missing your sucky ex. I'm not sure that I really miss him as much as I miss having someone special in my life. Marty: We've been broken up for about a month. You're right I miss having someone to spend my time with because I spent so much time with him. Now I am here alone with my stupid thoughts about him. It's getting old and I want to just be over it. It seems like the people who deserve to move forward can't...maybe that is a mean thing to say. I just feel like he treated me like such crap sometimes and blamed it on me so why should he just get to forget about me...I should forget about him. ggrr I make no sense. Sorry thanks for your replies. <3 Lisa
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