deadmansfloat Posted November 24, 2007 Posted November 24, 2007 about a month ago i told my EX that i'd prefer no more communication AGAIN - as she would email me silly, useless trivial things every now and then. my final straw was when she created a myspace account and requested me as a friend(i found out that she was dating someone while stringing me along, and told her that i felt she shoudlve told me - so i felt that the myspace thing was like shoving her new life and BF in my face). i felt so good telling her that no more contact will happen between us. i was in control for once. i knew that talking to her just kept wounds opened. and i was clear and honest about how i felt. now i only think of her! of how unfortunate it was that i had to sever all contact. of how screwed up breakups make people and the way we interact. i know in my head that there is no choice but NC, but my heart wishes she was here now. i know i took her for granted - i wish for nothing more than a second chance; this is precisely why i must NOT talk to her!
iwanttolive Posted November 26, 2007 Posted November 26, 2007 Hey there... You have more reasons than me to move on.. Me, I was with the sweetest guy i've ever dated and he wanted to call it off because he said we could not emotionally connect. I also realise it was partly my fault, i did not put enuff effort in d r/s and yeah, took it for granted. He said he prayed hard for me that God will ease my pain and anytime i need a listening ear, he's there. He's there in front of me but I could not reach him, he's like a beautiful mirage. I wish upon the star for a 2nd chance. Brother, if she can live life happily now, so can you... You made the right decision with NC otherwise u'll be like me, the person is right in front of you yet you cant reach him and you long for him so badly, it cuts ur heart..
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