im a little ... AM I IN LOVE OR ... ?

[NEW2LOVE]

ok so where do i start?

 

i met this guy on myspace and talked to him on line for 3 weeks before we exchanged phone numbers

after we exchanged numbers we talked on the phone or texted each other every night for 5 and 6 hours at a time. we got to know each other durring the talking ALOT quite a bit ... and finally met in person after about 4 weeks total of just talking (through internet or by phone)

 

he lived about 30 miles away at the time of where i am at and so when he would come into my town we would meet up and then i would go over there to his town and hang ... THINGS COULDNT have been BETTER !!

 

he was every thing that i could ever dream about in wanting a guy to be !!!

 

patient caring romantic easy going !! etc... !!

we had both talked about what was between us and the feelings were mutual

 

 

so then came the first part of August and he took a job in amarillo, 5 AND A HALF HOURS AWAY FROM ME

alot more money and what he had always wanted to do ... which i am supportive of him going for ... but i didnt get to see or hear from him for like 2 or 3 months

 

it was an all of a sudden thing and we really didnt even get to see each other before he left

 

he came home a few weeks ago to help re do his parents roof for them and we talked on the phone just like old times and he was apologetic for how things went when he left for this job, and that he did constantly think about me and that he loved me ( first time he had ever said that to me)

 

i dont know what to think about this situation ... i mean he works ALOT OF LONG HOURS AND never is online anymore and doesnt get to call b/c his phone service is SH**Y !! SO do i just let it go and find some one else

 

OR

 

do i just be patient

 

i graduate in may from college and am starting think of places that i could go for my carreer choice, and amarillo is one of them, but i dont know if THAT would be a good choice if there isnt alot of communication right now between us

 

I HAVE NEVER HAD A GUY TELL ME THAT THEY LOVE ME BEFORE AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT AND I HAVE NEVER HAD FEELINGS LIKE I DO ABOUT HIM BEFORE ABOUT A GUY

 

can any one help me out ?? what should i do ??

 

move on or wait patiently ??

 

i feel THAT I DO TRULY LOVE HIM AND CANT SEEM TO THINK OF BEING WITH ANYONE ELSE IN THE FUTURE BUT WITH HIM

 

 

ANY ADVICE WOULD BE APPRECIATED

 

THANKS

[MEL914]

just go with the flow dont end it just keep living your life how you were before him he will come back to you when the time is rite for him!

 

but dont let him stop you from talkin to other guys remember there is 1000's of other men in this world just keep doing you while he does him he might come back to you when he really misses you and or maybe he will ask you to move in with him if he really loves you and doesnt wanna lose you:)