snap226 Posted November 18, 2007 Posted November 18, 2007 I had a moment of clarity for the first time in 2 weeks since the breakup. I am mixed up in a tangled web between my EX and his EX that they keep revisiting. Unfortunatly I got caught up in it for the past 1.5 years. I thought about it today and relized I am going to emotionally not just physically remove myself from this situation. I'm never going to win at this. Even if I did have him with me, I would always be looking over my shoulder for her. It sucks...I still hurt really bad, but for the first time in weeks I am beginning to see this situation for what it really is without being clouded by emotions. Time to heal and move on!
michael d Posted November 19, 2007 Posted November 19, 2007 aloha. seems like you are in a better state. you have made a good decision and are on the mend. i am 10 days into my agony of losing my wife and can say this. i can't wait to feel better. i am tired of crying everyday and being afraid and hopeless. i want to be where some people on here have gotten to. that is, past the intense grief and heartache that consumes me. when i read of you guys on here gaining strength and moving on, it gives me the insight that one day i will be ok as well, and i thank you all for that gift. stay on your road to recovery and one day i guess i'll be there too. thanks again. mike d
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