First time?

[freestyleandsmile]

I met a girl online when I was 13 years old (I'm 18 now by the way) there was nothing special about her at the time. I just needed someone to talk to and she was into the "bad boy" image and just happen to meet me online. (I was into a lot of stupid stuff when i was younger) She fell in love with me when we were 14, we were "going out" by then. I didn't fall in love with her until a year later because I had realised that she is the only person in my life that cared about me. I would have normally felt really stupid to have a girlfriend online states away, but this somehow felt right. I am old fashioned, I am the poster boy for the perfect online/phone boyfriend. There is a problem though. She was my first girlfriend, and I do not believe in cheating even if she is states away. I've been with her for five years and she has been the only one. I am suppose to meet her soon. She says that she is willing to move on without me. She wants to travel the world and such, but yet she still loves me but just thinks that I'm too good to be true. She says that she will just have to see how I am to her in person in order for her to come up with some kind of cunclusion about us. (whether she just moves on without me or not) The problem is, I don't know how to have a girlfriend in person. I can talk great to her all I want over the phone, but that doesn't mean I can do it in person. I don't even know how to act physically around her. This is going to be my one in only chance to prove to her that I am worth it, and I am afraid that I am going to lose that, because I don't truly know a thing about dating.

 

can anyone please help me, it would be greatly apreciated

[Trialbyfire]

When you chatted with her online, weren't you being yourself? If so, why not be yourself when you're with her and see what comes of it. She must have liked you for you, if the two of you maintained contact for 5 years. Relax, enjoy the opportunity that you'll be meeting her and let what happens, happen.