My story

[Ale]

Well, i just want to be heard, and if you want to offer some advice, it would be welcomed.

Well this is simply the story of a introverted boy and a one of a kind girl. Well im the boy and all began last year, when i was on my last year of high school when a new girl was put in my class. I saw her enter the class with her jet black hair and particular fashion sense and i was charmed, but i was skeptic about going after her because all my previous romantic pursuits had ended in disappointments, so i just tried to forget it and continue with my life. But i couldn't, and eventually i mustered the courage to speak with her. I approached her in a friendly not-romantic way, and it took me a while, but i was able to become her friend, but im not sure if that was based on affinity or on my insistence. We became better friends and eventually i prepared myself to tell her that i wanted to be more than friends with her. The day came, it was a beautiful sunny day and we went to a park to study for the finals. We sat under the shadow of a big tree and we started talking, and i led the conversation to the topic of relationship's, to me it was extremely romantic and it hardened my resolve, but she dropped a bomb: She wanted to be the girlfriend of her best friend and he accepted. So i didn't tell her anything, because i was afraid to hurt her feelings or ruin future opportunities. The year ended and i guessed i wouldn't see her as much and i would be able to forget her. But destiny is a funny thing and we saw each other a lot, because we took the same courses in collage and we helped each other to study, she went to my house and i went to hers. We grew closer and we had very good times together, i became one of her most trusted friends and i thought i had a second chance. I decided to put all my energy in this and i became obsessed with winning her heart. Basically all my actions were based on her, for example i stopped seeing my few friends because i was afraid she might call that day to do something. If she had asked me to jump of a cliff, i would have asked her "which one?". I dont think she knows how i feel, she is kinda absent-minded. Sometimes she talks about him, i think about giving up, but eventually my feelings return. Now i am exhausted emotionally and im thinking about telling her, but i know it just not fair to the other guy and that possible i will just lose her friendship, but she has told me she doesn't love him and i feel that with each passing minute my chances grow thinner, or just tell her to end this before i go insane. Thanks for reading and any thought will be appreciated

 

Poison Lady, i love you

[space_for_rentt]

I had the same thing happen to me, i would give up because mine did not work out i mean it did and then i found out he was not what i wanted. It's weried once you get something you do not want it anymore, becuase something theres this idea of the perfect person and then you begin to build them up so much that they become so awesome you get let down.

[Ale]

Yes, its hard not to idealize your impossible love and its easy to tell yourself your not good enough for them or that they could do best

[space_for_rentt]

yea it is hard, but i guess thats how lessons are learned

[Ale]

And whats your story?