Sw3etdev1L Posted November 14, 2007 Posted November 14, 2007 I was trying to cope, but two weeks ago I encountered him in a club. Eventhough I was flirting with another man, I still felt this weird feeling in my stomach when I saw him. So I resisted that feeling and just tried to move on, do my things and all. Then I saw he erased me from facebook. And I was deeply intrigued by why?. Eventhough I must say that was lame. I tried not to pay attention, but I had to find out why so I called him. He pretended as if he didn't erase me and said " why, don't you have me in your friends list?" and i was like " NO". and well, we chatted and all but he was kind of dry on the phone, I was kind of hoping he would ask me out again or something, but he didn't. I feel rejection. and the more he rejects me the more I get intrigued, and the more I think of him. I don't know what that feeling is, obsession? caprice? He was the man with whom I lost my virginity. He was important for me. It's been two months since I broke up, and I sometimes get the feeling I want to see him just to prove myself, which are my feelings. I don't want to get involve again, but it is this weird curiosity i cannot get rid of. Anyway thanks for listening. have you ever ecperienced something like this?
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