ebonyjade Posted November 13, 2007 Posted November 13, 2007 Hey, Last winter i met a boy and we were going together and it was all perfect we got on so great and had the best time together..... We spent the summer apart as we both have different jobs in uk and usa. We have kept in touch and although we wern't together i have kept a massive torch for him and was looking forward to spending the next winter together. We met up last week and I just feel that things have changed it wasnt the same and he made me feel quite s h i t.... i know we have different lives and things happen but i am really annoyed with myself for wasting my summer thinking about him alot.... We are both going to be working together in the following months and I know things have changed.... I know he is so not the guy for me and who I want to settle down with but i can not help my feelings. Its not bad beetween us its just a bit weird... We have spent the summer apart and I have coped ok. I know i need to find someone else much more suitable and just be friends with him and I do want to do that but i am so so scared about how I will react with so many memories from that place. I would love some advice and if any one else is going through or has been through this then let me know.... and i really needed to vent cheers from Ebony x P.s Not gonna give him the satisfaction of knowing that i am upset and his number has gone off my cell so i dont drunkenly text him!!
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