pinktiger Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 It is just Saturday. The weekend just started. I don't know what I am going to do. Sad Sad Sad
shayna Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 I am so much worse off now that it's been 4.5 months than before. Time is telling me it is certainly over- the hope is gone to reunite. I feel so badly now I can't seem to stop crying. 8.5 years with the love of my life are just gone. I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing helps.
alwayshurt Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 It is just Saturday. The weekend just started. I don't know what I am going to do. Sad Sad Sad Go out, have fun and forget about te all thing. Staying home for sure won't help . What have you got to loose!!!!!!
snap226 Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 This is my first weekend and it hurts like hell. Nice to know that there are people to lean on for support here. We will get through this:)
snap226 Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 This is my first weekend and it hurts like hell. Nice to know that there are people to lean on for support here. We will get through this:)
sedgwick Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 I've made plans with friends for every night this weekend. Tonight I'm going to happy hour at a friend's place, tomorrow I'm having dinner with two others. This morning I had brunch with a couple I know and didn't hate them for being a couple. All of this is major progress. It's been nine weeks NC now, and I feel stronger every day. I'm sad and lonely, but I have really great friends and I'm using this opportunity to get in touch with people I haven't seen for a while. I have zero interest whatsoever in dating anyone right now, I'm still in "boys suck" mode. I just want to write and hang out with my cool interesting smart artistic friends! Go hear other people's bands! Dance a lot. I may go out dancing tonight. It's a certain kind of freedom when you know that you are not interested in dating at the moment because you have other stuff to do. I just found out that yet another couple I know is getting a divorce. I need some time free of relationship drama so I can work on my career. I don't have to be in love with a person all the time, I can be in love with what I do and with my friends and what they do. I have friends who are really good artists and I can catch up on their work. I'm young and I'm in New York City, and I need to bust a$$ to get where I want to be as a writer. So yeah...it's hard, though. So hard. I have to tell myself over and over that I wouldn't give it all up if he came back. All I can do is wait out the heartache and try to distract myself.
bigheartkindsoul Posted November 11, 2007 Posted November 11, 2007 Hey Pink, I posted in my thread about Depression some links about the signs as you requested, hope you find them helpful xxx
Author pinktiger Posted November 12, 2007 Author Posted November 12, 2007 Thanks, I have read those. I feel better now since tomorrow is Monday! I probably is the only at work likes Monday. Because I can be busy and I can be distracted.
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