sedgwick Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 that was supposed to say "i need help not calling him," but for some reason ls seems to be finding the word "help" to be in violation of the guidlines...?? ANyway, I'm dying here. It blows. I want to see if he's tried to contact me. But I also know that the only way I would talk to him again is if he came to me with flowers on his knees. I had lunch with two female friends today. One is in her late 40s and one is in her late 60s. They both swore to me that it was not about me not being a musician, it was at least partially about the book, and he will think of me as the one that got away for the rest of his life, or until he contacts me, whichever comes first. I said, no, he's probably already found a musician, and forgotten all about me, and they emphatically insisted that was not the case. They said that having a person tell you they love you unconditionally, and having that person be someone with whom you had amazing sex, comes along so rarely that there's no way you can just forget about it. They said, "You'll be in every note he plays for the rest of his life." Do you think they're right? I had to run errands afterwards and was crying walking down the street. I went into the back corner of the bra section in K-Mart and cried. This is, in restrospect, I suppose, kind of funny.
funkybassplayer Posted November 10, 2007 Posted November 10, 2007 For some reason and you dont know why, hes gone from your life. Theres no point trying to figure out what hes thinking, if he was in love with you, he would be calling you and would have not left you in the first place. You have to think about yourself. It seems he left you, and you cant exept that fact, and are even saying the only way youll take him back is if he comes begging. I hate to say it, but hes not going to do that, he left you, and is getting on with it. You have to think about you, not him, and move on with your life now.
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