NocturnalRaids Posted November 6, 2007 Posted November 6, 2007 I forgot what kissing is like. I see it often at the mall (I work security) and see those couples as I rove around all afternoon/evening. Last week I saw my latest crush (she wasn't interested) with a guy. The next day saw the one and only ex from forever-a-go also with a guy. I got over the heart strings vibrating pretty quick cause I'm always on the move and I am surprised I felt so little lasting affect. I heard this song playing inside the mall a few nights ago, "Linger" by The Cranberries and it was pretty much empty around 930pm and felt those emotions comeing on with a little loneliness, which caused me downloaded it and my emotions are going cause am listenig to it right now. Mostly just romanticism taking over my feelings. That romanticism art is kinda nice, and surreal like a dream. Makes me tear up way back behind the eyes. As you know from other threads about my past I missed out on that kissing and highschool fun as I was a loner kinda and still not anything as sociable like in that song. Dunno. Good night. More rant/vent/rambling/release of cheesy stuff. I don't care for valentines day. This next coming up valentines day I will most likely be working 4pm to midnight. Probably. I am going to listen to hardcore brutal/technical death metal before to kill all feelings before going to work. Seeing it doesn't bother me, I'm glad it is still happening with all the games involved with dating, but thats just nature stuff. I dunno. I feel lovesick when I hear these types of songs.
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