Lucky555 Posted November 5, 2007 Posted November 5, 2007 This one guy that broke my heart because he was playing games is not back in my life. I wonder what i should do. I had really deep feelings for him when we first started seeing each other and i was ready to trust and be with him until he started those games and also having an emotional affair with his ex. I cut him off completely for about 5 months. So we had "hung" out with each other a little while ago and he was into me but i stayed away from him and was friendly "hi, how are you" sort of thing. However, now i am really emotionally disturbed because i initiated a kiss..he did kiss back but i have this huge fear that he will hurt me again. I know there are no guarantees with love and all but i dont know what to do. After our kissing episode he was with me and such but didn't hold my hand or anything...i don't know if that is normal or not. I can't feel anything except reluctance because i dont know where i stand. maybe i am just kidding myself but i know i feel for this guy because i have been with other guys and hes different...i suppose i feel really strong feelings but its just scary to know that someone can make me so weak..and i am fighting it because there is the "what if" and there isnt a commitment here and usually i am fine without a guys commitment due to the fact that i just don't care..this guy i do care i just wish he say "i want to be with you" So what are some good ways to set aside the fear..besides drinking. Also...am i reading into this too much and is it too early to tell?
Author Lucky555 Posted November 5, 2007 Author Posted November 5, 2007 The post before this i made a mistake at the beginning he IS IS back in my life
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